As im packing my past 6 month in boxes I start thinking about how much I love this city and how sad it´s to leave. Im back at my first day on Sutter street and the mixed feeling of sadness leving home and happines for the great adventure I have ahead of me. The first night I sleept in my room and the first morning hearing tiny feets outside my door. My past 6month have been a rollercoster of happines, homesick, setbacks and love. I would never trade this experiense. But now it hit my that I have to do everything all over agen. Unpack my bags, put up picures, meet new friends and learn a new city. And I dont know if I want to do it all over agen!? When I left Sweden I did know what to expect and I was dying to get here. The 5days in NY feelt like they never ended. But now I leave my new home and dont know what to expect or how things will go..
Sometime I just wish I could stay in San Francisco or never left Sweden.. Because now I now what im missing..
Dont get me wrong I love Sweden and im some exited for Toronto but it will never be San Francisco and it will not have all the great memorise as I have here.
Im just scared to feel alone and dont have the power to try to meet new people. It was hard to leave everyone I love in Sweden and now have to leave everyone I love in San Francisco and then have to leave the family and people I know in Toronto.. I happy I have two great kids that I love and that give me so much back..

So I guess is going to be time to say goodye to San Francisco for this time. I promies I will be back.. And as for Toronto I know I will make it good and who know I might fall in love with that city to and have two great cities to vistit for the rest of my life..

All my love to San Francisco, Sweden, my lovely friends in SF and family and friends in Sweden that I always loved. And I see you all again to the summer!

XOXO, Klara! (It is in English because I always think in English and it´s easier to find the words)


(Some of the 800 pictures I have in my San Francisco map on the computer.)